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Write down what things you like about yourself!! Try to do 5-10 things!! :) It will make you realize how special you are and how much you have to offer!!
So what do you like about yourself??
today i deleted my dating account that i started up again last night… I decided that 1. i did not need that and people are just way to clingy and creepy on those sites, 2. i will find a guy sometime, someday, somewhere, someplace and i dont need to rush it, 3. my ex’s best friend was on there and i almost felt like i was gonna puke!!! Like seriously i could just see him checking out my profile and them having the best laugh of their life from what i put on my profile… i was only on for less than 24hrs so it could be possible…. ugh…. I hate how this all controls me still after a year of being apart… It really sucks! I dont like him anymore and i dont have feelings for him. I just feel belittled by him and it makes me feel so stupid, ugly, and just ashamed of who i am…. I shouldnt have to cower in the shadows just because i know he is around, that he is smart, tallented, and that he gets to live his life with ease and how he wants! I need to just fricken not care what he or others think and live my life!!! I know that i have changed and so has he, i am my own person with different outlooks on life, i am not the same girl he knew. I will not take the low road but the high road and be civil and cordial and who cares if they did see my profile and know that i had one, that just means that i have moved on and am loving life!!! SO HA!!! To those that think differently or judge me, that is your opinion but i am who i am. I have struggled, i have stooped to feeling like shit for over 5 months but i have gotten through so much! I am strong, beautiful, and confident and some guy will be lucky to have me someday! Right now im just gonna love life. All of you that have dealt with something like this, you deserve better and just love who you are! you are fantastic just the way you are, dont feel bad for who you are but hold your head high! <3